Sunday, October 25, 2009

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mode: feels like going to a peace and calm beach ..scream as loud as i cud!!!

hurmmmmmmmmmmmm......be patient is not as easy as i thought before.....
*knak la aku dlahirkan sebagai pengitok?????? somebody help me....please.............. i need my trust back..... (T_T)

exploded and screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mode: feels like going to a peace and calm beach ..scream as loud as i cud!!!

hurmmmmmmmmmmmm......be patient is not as easy as i thought before.....

*knak la aku dlahirkan sebagai pengitok????? ??? somebody help me....... i need my trust back... please............................. (T_T)

negative thinking or positive thinking? like or unlike?

negative is bad.postive is good? is it?? no3x.. sometimes negative thinking is right and positive thinking is wrong. once the negative thinking has been proven as right, it can always hurt u in the end. let us see from different aspects...
1) in examination: -ve thinking = there is something wrong with my answers.i need to recheck
+ve thinking= all answers are correct.no need to recheck.1st answer is the best
results-most of the answers are wrong :((((( so the -ve thinking r correct!

2) friendship: -ve= if i ask my bff to keep my money,she might stole it and claimed as hers.
+ve=my bff is reliable.she wont steal my money.she wont betrayed me :)
results-my bff had steal and runaway with my money.she claimed it as hers.-ve is correct AGAIN!

3) LOVE(my fav one): -ve= he said he went out with his guy's fren.i doubt it.he must be with other girl right now.
+ve = ouh.guy's fren? ok... nothing will happen.
results: LIAR!!! He went out with chics!! see...the -ve thinking are correct again!

what say you???

-idk...cant describe the feelings rite now.
-why must hide when u said there's nothing to hide?
-knowing from others is even more hurt than u know from the person itself.
-once the trust has been betrayed,the wound will still left its scar and will always there.....

Thursday, October 15, 2009

the clock is ticking and i still keep on waiting....

hurm..... the time now is 3.53am... tetiba teringat nak update blog :).
lmk dah xupdate. i love my life now...
tho sometimes i find it's hard for me to get used to certain things but im learning to accept everything in every way..... :)
i dun wanna say much for now since i am deadly-so-the-slippery rite now.ho-ho...ngantok2...
the clock is ticking dude..and i keep on staring at my phone since the last time i replied....
it's almost 4am now...and am still wondering...where is____??at home?how's work? everything ok?hurm...im ok wivvit.......trying my best to get use to it.....
simple words,simple thing ...means a lot.. :'(

it's been a while...lots of changes!

it's been a while i didnt update my blog.huhuu.. too busy i guess?? chat kat hafiz fc pun dh jrg dah.. well, too many commitments for now :)
lemme list down all the updates in my life...recently :
  • relationship status has changed! :) single-no-more...

  • i left my single life for 35 days 3hours 43 minutes and 23 seconds :)
  • 2more weeks left before my final exams starts! oh no!! 29th....
  • just got back from kl last monday-kak aepy's open house....oon 10.10.09 (a day after my 1st monthly anniversary)
  • went to Genting on sunday...not-so-boring.. but i was missing my boo damn much! :'(
  • ouh yea, i curled my hair! erghh..terok.... hairdamagehairloss=badhairday!
  • what more to say.........I AM ENJOYING MY LIFE NOW! :)

Monday, September 7, 2009

HIM!! :)

woot woot!!
he came to my house last nite! heeee... i was so happy to see him.. :))))
alhamdullillah..................feel so glad....
wish i could tell you that i really miss you mr mcf..:(
he wore green.ooh just luvvit so muc. hee.. and the best thing is, he said that i look KURUS. ahahh, me makin sehat lerr.. heee :)))) ahahh.. hurm thinking of buying him something ..hurm..
something in my mind but dunno where to find the affordable-good-one...


today's schedule :)

BEFORE(ngeehee)
--> i woke up at 6.15am..erghh.. have to rush! mandi pun kejap jak.heee :) but bersih yeaa.
--> 7.00am;went to campus...
--> 7.30am; reached campus :|||
--> 9.08am(now) youth floor.. online. looking at my junior's behavior.. macam2 jak and pelik2 fashion ..woohooo...
-->2.00pm; class...should be ok la today since pm baduyah yang ajar.
-->4pm; finished!!!

AFTER(will update later yeaa....)

* i miss my mr mcflurrty... huuuu :(
he's having his meds check up today. hope he'll be fine.. aminnn......